I guess years of disappointments took their toll. it's not that i've been disappointed a lot. but like everyone i've had things that i hoped for that never happened. I used to be a dreamer...i guess i still am.... If there's a great thing on the horizon, i dream about it and think about it, tell everyone about it.... And then eventually it doesn't happen.... So i learned to stop. It's not easy for me. I'm such an open person ...i want to scream off the rooftops about great things that are happenening or might happen, but i know that I will be the one who's a loser if they fall through.
I'm going through an interesting period of my life and i want to share...but something in me stops it.... I guess i'll try and see what comes out of me in this hi5.... So here i am.